RIP

i thought that maybe i'd be able to skip ahead a few modules and work on topics that sound easy to me such as "algebra". well, i can't even get past the damn skills check. i sit there at my computer and think about the problem, i don't know if it's because of my brain injury or what, but it pisses the hell out of me to tears. my pca said that he'd let me stay up to do my homework until 10:30 pm because he knows that i'm "slow". i don't know whether i should take that as an insult or what. i'm not going to take it personally because he really has no room to talk. he does whatever the supervisors say.
maurice told me a pca who used to work with us died when i came back from school today. anthony was really nice, i guess that he died of heart complications. he wasn't elderly or anything either, i think that i have a picture of me, him, and maurice in my photo album. kinda sad. unexpected, i'll miss him. RIP.